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「Tuesday, October 30, 2007」
「 craving away 8:22 AM 」

I have always been pondering on this question.
'Why do parents always look at the downside of their child?'

This question came across my mind again when I showed them my results.
I was enraged at the fact that they keep picking the the subjects i failed.
Firstly, they don't even bother to listen to whatever reasons for you failing.
Secondly, they will keep saying about your attitude and your time management.
Thirdly, they will say about your future and tell us not to blame them if you are not successful in the future.

Well, I don't know how are your parents but these are mine. They did not gave any positive remarks and never will.
And when they said about me going to ITE, I was really pissed.
How can they have no faith in me? To me, it was a total insult.
Perhaps they already disappointed and gave up hope on me as I used to be study maniac in primary school but my grades decline over the years.
But how can they not consider about my feelings?

What's worse is that when I show them my praise report, they totally ignored it and chuck it aside. "What use has this in your future?" They used to use this line'
No encouragement, no nothing. Sarcastism is frequent.

Same goes to the results. Subjects that i have improved has never brought me compliments and praises but nevertheless ignored.


Showing report cards to parents has never been easy for me in the past years and the comments on it will never change.
Is it that hard to listen to what others have to say? Does being the parents really give you higher authority? Parents' words definitely have a great impact on their children.




Is praising someone really that hard?



「Monday, October 29, 2007」
「 craving away 4:41 AM 」

argh bb is killing me.
some many things to do, so little time.
so tired these days that i slept for the whole day yesterday.
and today bridging is so boring.
is total rotting la.
morever it lasts two weeks.
thats not the worst part.
is the re-exams that are crap.
so tired now.
i think i going to go sleep again.



「Wednesday, October 24, 2007」
「 craving away 8:21 AM 」

Wednesday. Today is one of the few days i woke up on time since the day exams ended.
It took just only three alarms. Surprised? Haha.
These few days had been a bore and today was the enterprise day.
We sold donuts and lark cheong. Lol.

After assembly, we came out of the PA room and did our store. We had to.
There was a DrBoon talk with 3F and 3L.
Set up the store and did some decorations. Boring crap though.
The event started at 9.30. Everyone was publicising their food and games.
Shouting here and there, it was indeed a market.
At first, we didnt have customer. Then, through much shouting led by ChunKit, our friends ans juniors were slowly drawn to our store.

Faster than we estimated, we sold our food so fast and soon everyone was slacking.
Then with our usual gang, we went to do stupid things.
Firstly, some of us rained unwanted donuts at our classes. Haha it was hilarious when you see the person hit being pissed and all.
Then, we decided to go steal coupons, but we didnt have much success.
Lol Mr Mok then give the BB boys of 3D money to buy from his own class.
-.- What a move la.
Haha we then walked around and kajiaoing people, when a sec1 girl approached me. She was selling tissue paper for the 50cents coupons. Lol she kept saying i had chilli on my mouth (obviously there wasnt anything) and insisted that i buy the tissue to wipe 'it' off. After quite of time of crapping, she went away when i said i didnt have a coupon.
Lol. The other guys were standing there laughing. You will know why if you were them.
After some time, she strikes back with the tissues again. She told me there were still 'chilli' on my mouth. Haha. This time, i told her if she could wipe it off for me, i would give her the coupon. Lol. Guess what she really did. Haha. I gave her the coupon and she went off. It was a funny incident if you know the whole story.
And i liked your idea Nelson lol.

We patrolled around again and Nelson exploded a packet of Macs chilli on other class signboard. It was laughable and dumb. Haha. We went to played the sec2s game. 'Holely Sponge' Lol. It was a throwing game. We have to throw tennis ball through the spongebob. Zongzuo and Chunkit attempted to break the cardboard spongebob by slamming the ball on it. This got the sec2s furious and i had to finish the game. Lol.

After the clearing-up and stuff, we went back to class and slack. Big two, PSP , NDS were over the classroom.

School ended at around 1+ and most of the students disappeared without a trace. The Sec3 BB guys had lunch with Mr Poh, Mr Oi and Mr Khoo. We went to Han River. Ate ALOT. More protein-giving beef to sugary icecream. Free flow. It was a buffet. It was free. A treat from the officers.

Me, BenGan, Kenneth and ChongRui took a taxi home.

We meet later to play badminton but unfortunately the courts at Tampines Sport Hall and Pasir Ris CC is fully booked. Having no choice, we went MJ house, at the multi purpose hall and play. Had some fun. Then we went home.

Tiring day indeed.



haha so much for formal writing. i have to do this more often man, my english sucks.
29 is the number for this year.
aint it godly?
Rather glad as the L1R5 didnt exploded 30.
got to work harder nxt year.
its tjc for me.

sian tmr sec3 having dialogue session with DrBoon. Crapshit.
also heard that SCs plan for us to play xbox and ps in class after recess. wtf?

two more days people.
the holidays are drawing near.
its another 2months of cca madness.



「Saturday, October 20, 2007」
「 craving away 10:20 AM 」

i woke up at twelve today. real late.
maybe was too tired ba.
grab some breakfast and went keane's house.
nth much there. play and chat.
the MD guys did their MD stuff and i did my design.
the colour is finalised already haha.
hope it would be a great shirt.
at around six, me nelson mingjun keane went orchard for dinner after that.
lol meat balls noodle.
yea. then walked around then we saw MR MOCCA, Ben Ha.
lol we took pictures with him. he has alot of crap to say.
he ask us to go find his picture from the newspaper and he will sign for us. haha
'you like it?'
haha he was asking about the advertisement thing but he said it the tone from the ad.
haha it was damn funny.
went home after that. scam keane as well lol.
very qianbian.


Me and MR MOCCA




「Wednesday, October 10, 2007」
「 craving away 5:48 AM 」

yesh exams are over! but i dont seem to be relax at all. -.- dont know why.
got geography marks today. I did okay for the paper but not really for the overall. shit la.
its cca tmr again. so fast la. so much for marking day.

oh and as requested.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHELSIA!



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